I wish I had the anger inside of me to spite you. I wish I had the fear inside of me to fight you. But one more patronizing word out of those lips, And I promise my hands around your throat like grips.
It's amazing to think you are inside a woman's womb for 9 months, alone. And as soon as you enter this world you are dependent on those around you. To do anything: to eat, to walk, to be clean, to manage money, to smile, to live. As you grow, you tend to ease away from … Continue reading You’ve Got a Friend in me
What a day. I woke up incredibly angry this morning. At myself. At the world. At the cards I've been dealt. The day went on. Things just made me mad. I took a nap, and still, angry. I am incredibly self-destructive. And I've known this to be true. For years. Some better than others, some, … Continue reading I Will Now Self-Destruct in 3..2..1
Suppose we never met that night Suppose you never called. Suppose I never fell in love with you Suppose you caught my fall. Love with all your heart or don't love at all. Love until the depths of you are empty, Love until you've given all.
The strength it takes to stay alive makes me itch and scratch inside. My eyes pouring with doubt and self-blame makes my life feel like such a fucking shame. The mistakes made take stabs at my heart and it doesn't take much anymore for me to fall apart. Reaching out to the few who … Continue reading The Strength it Takes
Those words have replayed in my head in the last few weeks, maybe months at this point. I'm finding it harder to keep track of time these days. It's kind of a blur yet when I give in to the depths of time, I seem to remember every detail: where I was, who I was … Continue reading Afraid to Speak
Singing is a huge coping skill for me. Recently , I had been posting videos of me singing on Instagram and Facebook . . more recently I have deactivated those accounts but still want to share. Let me know what you think. This is Cleopatra by The Lumineers. Until later, Dani